Sunday, January 09, 2005

This weekend was the first time I thought about this ending. As naive as it may seem, it had never crossed my mind. Though sometimes when I said I love you, my head would echo back "This boy could really hurt me."
There are no signs that say you're leaving now, but it's in my nature to distrust and flee. Pain is not something I'm comfortable with.
Do I build up walls and risk breaking the foundation? Or love you still with all my heart, and pretend I'm not hurt already? What do you do once the honeymoon's over? When you're used to or tired of me and my body? When I have no more surprises, and my quirks become annoying? When I become paranoid of where this may be going? Is it too late to love you?


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