Sunday, October 24, 2004

Each time I give away a little more of myself. Last night, I saw myself in love with him. Not love in that instant, but tomorrow-love. Love that comes on strong; out of no where and every where at once. Laying in his arms, kissing his lips, laughing for no reason other than to hear his voice ask for one.
Today I'm playing tug-of-war with my own emotions. Maybe he's sleeping. Maybe he's not interested anymore. Maybe his phone's broken. Maybe I should stop worrying about all the maybe's there could be and just let it go. Leave him alone.
I got my nails done again yesterday. I dyed my hair, washed my uniforms, felt good for the first time in a long while. This morning I awoke, hoping the day might end in a similar fashion, with a similar outlook on life and love. Here's to hope.


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