Sunday, May 09, 2004

I feel like I'm constantly hungover, lethargic, jaded. I do the same things day in, day out. I sleep, I drive, I smoke, I'm done. I'm afraid I'm not interesting enough.
Today was Mother's Day, and I learned that my Grandma Love was planning her demise. Apparently, when her last client died she fell into a rut of depression. She thinks because she has no money coming in, and can't collect on the inheritence left to her by the client, that she's worthless and a burden on us, her family. I wish I could help her. I suppose I haven't been the greatest grand-daughter. I forget birthdays, and holidays, and thank you's. But I do care, I love, and I thank you for loving me.
Happy Mother's Day.


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