Friday, May 21, 2004

I don't have the energy to deal with so many things.
This morning was "Senior Walk" at school, so naturally I didn't show. Amanda and I had Slumber Party 2004 last night... just the two of us... Then this morning Steph called repeatedly, either to annoy me just enough to wake up, or... yeah, that's probably it.
The three of us drove to Pete's for breakfast (I had my regular), came back to my house for more sleep. At least I slept... Amanda might have, but Steph was watching stand-up. It sounded really funny, and I wanted to go in there with her, but I couldn't get up.
I'm really scared about graduation. Surprisingly less scared than I have been, but still... I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself. I'm afraid I'm going to become more lazy when I don't have a set schedule every day, and thereby more depressed. Sure, I'll still be working, but right now I'm still part-time, and I have to share my hours with other people so I'm only working two, maybe three days a week.
Saturday Amanda, Mom and I are going bowling. I was gonna ask Steph to come along, but I remembered last weekend she told me she had to work this Sat. Maybe I should ask her anyway, so she doesn't feel like I forgot her.
I just got out of the shower, and don't really feel like going to work but I need the money. I have $20 in my account, and I'm not sure how I'm going to pay for my tattoo next weekend, and pay Dad for car insurance. I might need to put off the tattoo.

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