Tuesday, February 17, 2004

My mom has decided to take a job at SMU, even though it doesn't pay well, just so I'll have free tuition. It's nice of her to look out for me, but I'm tired of talking about college, and getting guilt trips thrown around when I say I'm not so sure college is what I'm looking for.
My dad has started inviting family down for my graduation. So far, Aunt Debbie, Papa and Nana are on the list. I really hope I graduate on time. Today in Chemistry, I found out I have a 21... which isn't too surprising since I haven't been going.... I've already absense failed Chem. for the semester, and we're only a month and a half into it. The pressure's on.
Stephen and I are starting the friend's talks again. Today we went out to lunch, and it was really nice just being with him. I have so much anger inside me, and it scares me that I still want him. I'm trying so hard to be civil and friendly without crossing that line. It's become easier just to keep my distance. But I don't want to.

P.S. I'm here for ya, Geoff.

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