Monday, February 09, 2004

I'm not sure where my head has been these past few days. Jen introduced me to a guy named Steve last Thursday. He's had a thing for her since they met two months ago, but she led me to believe that she wasn't so interested, and told me he was more my type than hers. Turns out she was right; he is my "type," but I'm not allowed to act on that or even let him know I'm interested. She's already in a "serious" relationship, but seems to think I'm invading on her side project...
I love Jen... she's one of my favorite people.... I just don't see how she can play with so many guys and not feel guilty. I've only known her for about a year, but the entire time she's been in one "serious" relationship or another, and continued boy scouting on the side. I just don't understand.
Today in journalism I told her that I liked Steve. She seemed fine with it, but told him otherwise. She seems to think that all of this has happened before... She mentioned Logan and some guy named James. The thing is, she hated Logan from the moment we both met him. She never mentioned before that she wanted him. And I don't even know a James... Except the James I dated in the seventh grade, and I doubt she knew him. I'm completely confused.
I don't want Steve to think that I'm "pretending" to like him. I don't want Jen to hate me. I hate drama.

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