Tuesday, January 20, 2004

I'm not sure how I feel about Stephen right now. I don't like him very much. The one thing that really drew me to him was that I thought I could trust him, but there are so many things that completely demolished that.
I recently found out that he allowed me to think he was leaving me for Callie because he thought I'd be too jealous if they were friends. How retarded. I would be at first, but if he had explained to me that they were only friends I would have been fine.
He's been telling me for months now that he hates how Jessica (an ex) has been hounding him to get back together with her. Now all of a sudden (as far as I can tell), she's perfect for him.
I'm not his friend. I'm his "chauffeur."
I never find any of this out from him. He always lies to me to hide his own ass, and only comes of as an ass in the process. I couldn't honestly care less anymore who he wants to be with. If he had been straight with me from the beginning, I would have been fine. It would have hurt at first, but I would have gotten over it a lot quicker than by finding out through other people. I can't stand him right now.

.:dr0wningophelia:. 19:02 | |