Friday, January 02, 2004

I can't help thinking I'm fucking up our relationship. I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong, but there must be something. Then again, he's staying with me... I have no idea. He gives me everything... It's just not enough... And I can't ask for more... He's perfect, why am I so unhappy? Why do I cry every time I think about him? Why do I feel so empty? Why do I feel guilty for wanting more? I wish I could talk to some one... I wish some one would hear me... But instead I self-medicate with cigarettes and crying spells.

.:dr0wningophelia:. 22:28 | |