Saturday, December 13, 2003

I think I may have screwed up. Why didn't I share anything with her? Why was I so afraid to open up? She was being paid to listen, and yet I didn't speak. Now I'm no better off, but as far as she knows I'm "normal" again. I talked to Dr. Welp about being taken off the medication, since I'm not seeing Dr. Steigleder for therapy anymore. She agreed to see where I stand come May, handling the stress of graduation, and sent a "Hamilton Depression Rating Scale" with me. Based on the results of that survey, they're "upping my meds instead of weening me off of them." Problem is, I stopped taking them last July. I didn't think they were working, and talking wasn't working, so I tried fixing everything myself. I am not a do-it-yourself kind of person, apparently.

.:dr0wningophelia:. 12:03 | |