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Saturday, November 29, 2003

god0fsound: ...
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Auto response from dr0wningophelia: in the shower
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god0fsound: :-( with out me again huh?
dr0wningophelia: hey, can you have company?
dr0wningophelia: i don't even know if i can come over, but i'd like to
god0fsound: maybe...but i have to be workin on this paper
god0fsound: let me check
dr0wningophelia: if you need to finish your paper, i can always come over some other time
god0fsound: ya she said i cant do anything till i get it done
god0fsound: but i dont have rehersal tomorrow any more
dr0wningophelia: well dang it! get to work!
dr0wningophelia: why not?
god0fsound: so you can come hang out with me all day tomrrow if you want
god0fsound: i think we are going shopping...you could shop with us
god0fsound: :-)
dr0wningophelia: fun fun
dr0wningophelia: when are you going?
god0fsound: sometime tomorrow
dr0wningophelia: lol
god0fsound: i dunno
god0fsound: prolly in the morning
dr0wningophelia: sounds good
god0fsound: awesome
dr0wningophelia: tomorrow night i'm doing a "girl's night" thing with steph and jen
dr0wningophelia: you might could tag along
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: unless you think you'll be sick of me by then
god0fsound: lol im sure i wouldnt be...but do you think itd be ok for me to encroach on girls nite?
dr0wningophelia: sure
god0fsound: aight we'll see
god0fsound: brb i have to take the trash out real quick
dr0wningophelia: i'll ask anyway, but i doubt they'd disapprove
god0fsound: k
god0fsound: brb
dr0wningophelia: ok
god0fsound: back
god0fsound: :-)
dr0wningophelia: it's about time
dr0wningophelia: :-P
god0fsound: sorry stopped and talked to the crowd at katies
dr0wningophelia: fun
dr0wningophelia: are there always people over there?
god0fsound: lol seems to be
dr0wningophelia: tonight was interesting... my dad started complaining about my mom being here this past week (even though she was taking care of me), she called and asked us to come over because her brother (Buba, jail=heroine/speed) was coming to pick up his bike and she was afraid to be there with him alone. when he shows up he keeps screaming about how she might as well have burnt his house down because she put all his things in storage and he was evicted (he was already $2000+ past due), blaming everything on her, then he called her a tramp and a whore. i had to pull my mom back inside to make him leave. it was really scary, but when he said those words i almost ran at him. i wanted to hurt him so badly
god0fsound: :-( thats definately not good
god0fsound: but im glad you didnt run at him...i dont want you to get hurt
dr0wningophelia: lol, i was not even thinking of that until afterward. i just wanted to hurt him and send him on his way... the fact that he has at least a hundred pounds on me, and that he was a bouncer, never even crossed my mind
dr0wningophelia: i just told him to fuck himself and he left
god0fsound: yeah...lets not try to beat anyone up now sweetheart...that definately wouldnt be good
r0wningophelia: shush
god0fsound: i love you
god0fsound: and i dont need you goin off and getting hurt
dr0wningophelia: i love you too, but i'm not exactly helpless. you make it sound like i would get killed if i ever tried to start something.
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: i need ice cream
dr0wningophelia: brb
god0fsound: oh no im sure you could do some damage...i just dont want to hear about you getting hurt at all...whether it is you getting beat up or you bruising your hands beating the shit out of someone
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: thanks
dr0wningophelia: that's... better
dr0wningophelia: :-P
dr0wningophelia: why aren't you working?
god0fsound: i am
dr0wningophelia: how far along are you, anyway?
god0fsound: half way through the first paragraph
dr0wningophelia: ouch... ok. you keep working. i'm gonna fix a snack and try to leave you alone for a while
dr0wningophelia: deal?
god0fsound: k
god0fsound: that will work
god0fsound: oh by the way...dont make plans for friday nite ...cause your busy
dr0wningophelia: what am i doing?
dr0wningophelia: i might have to work, hun
dr0wningophelia: i'll call
dr0wningophelia: but yeah, what am i doing?
god0fsound: what time do you have to work
god0fsound: cause i dont need you till 10
dr0wningophelia: what are we doing???
god0fsound: seeing a show at 1045
god0fsound: a hilarious show
dr0wningophelia: aw
dr0wningophelia: what's it called?
god0fsound: flocked
dr0wningophelia: where?
god0fsound: its a sketch show
god0fsound: and wtt
god0fsound: done by this theatre company called punch drunk theatre
god0fsound: they are fuckin hilarious
dr0wningophelia: friday 6-9, saturday 8-inventory
dr0wningophelia: will that work?
god0fsound: thats good
dr0wningophelia: ok, awesome
god0fsound: as long as i get you at 10 on fri nite
god0fsound: at wtt
god0fsound: youll have to meet me there
dr0wningophelia: no prob
god0fsound: cause ill be there at like 5
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: how much will it be?
god0fsound: free for you
god0fsound: cause its part of the cast party
dr0wningophelia: fun fun
dr0wningophelia: you're too cool
dr0wningophelia: what do you want for christmas?
dr0wningophelia: i'm making a list of everything i need to buy so i don't spend all my money before i get to everyone
god0fsound: you wearing nothing but a big red bow in my bed when i wake up that morning
dr0wningophelia: big red bow... check
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: and for your birthday?
god0fsound: the same but a big blue bow
dr0wningophelia: sounds exciting
dr0wningophelia: i'm gonna get back to my salad, so i can move onto ice cream *figured i needed somethign healthy*
dr0wningophelia: how's the paper coming along?
god0fsound: not to well
god0fsound: still at the same spot :-(
dr0wningophelia: aww!
dr0wningophelia: i'm sorry hun
dr0wningophelia: what's it over?
god0fsound: tess of the d'Urbervilles
dr0wningophelia: yikes...
dr0wningophelia: nevermind, i can't help
dr0wningophelia: well, you have fun with that
dr0wningophelia: i'll think happy thoughts
dr0wningophelia: or something...
dr0wningophelia: love you babe
god0fsound: dirty thoughts knowing you...
god0fsound: i love you too sweetheart
dr0wningophelia: lol
dr0wningophelia: true
god0fsound: ?
god0fsound signed off at 9:14:19 PM.
god0fsound signed on at 9:14:23 PM.
god0fsound signed off at 10:23:26 PM.
god0fsound signed on at 10:30:26 PM.
god0fsound: im at 3 pgs and one line
dr0wningophelia: logan just called me
dr0wningophelia: this is really weird...
god0fsound: ...
dr0wningophelia: brb
god0fsound: you ok?
god0fsound: ok
dr0wningophelia: i really wasn't expecting that
god0fsound: are you ok?
dr0wningophelia: weirded out, but yes
dr0wningophelia: he wanted me to know that he didn't stop calling/caring/whatever because of me. he's in a weird place right now. he was court ordered to go back to his parent's house after he ran away, was under house arrest for a while, ran away again, and is now staying on a couch at his ex-girlfriend's house. his latest girlfriend croke up with him last tuesday, he felt guilty and decided to call me. i told him we're still friends, and invited him on a double date whenever he feels up to it. he's gonna call me again on monday
dr0wningophelia: that was really really weird
god0fsound: wow
god0fsound: sounds like it
dr0wningophelia: this is going to sound really weird, but talking to him really made me appreciate even more that i'm with you now. i mean, he is a great person, but his life has no direction... he doesn't really have passion for anything... other than drugs and alcohol... i should shut up
dr0wningophelia: i love you
dr0wningophelia: and i'm glad you've come so far on your paper
god0fsound: i love you too sweetheart
god0fsound: you plannin on sleeping anytime soon?
dr0wningophelia: probably not
god0fsound: good
dr0wningophelia: why?
god0fsound: cause when i finish id like to hear your voice tonite before i go to sleep
dr0wningophelia: ;-)gotcha
god0fsound: lol read silentwonder02 's info
god0fsound: thats calcy btw
dr0wningophelia: says she's not available


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