Monday, October 20, 2003

Everyone I know has gone away
Left, or died, or just forgot to stay
.:garbage:dog new tricks:.

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I'm afraid I'm losing everyone.
Jen won't talk to me, for reasons unknown. She won't answer or return my calls or IM's, she skips the classes we have together... today I said hi as she was walking to the art hall, and she basically brushed me off. I haven't talked to her since Friday, and I hear havic is wrecking her life... but I don't get to hear it from her.
I'm still broken over Logan. I hate him, but I keep thinking about him. I compare Stephen to him all the time, and usually they parallel, except Stephen is nice to me.
My brother is still gone, and I'm still the only one with no letters or phone calls to brag about.
My grandmother is falling to pieces.
No one listens to me.
Everything is lost.

.:dr0wningophelia:. 20:09 | |